
I am sure my last post was a bit confusing (well my husband informed me that he thought it was a bit confusing). I was basically
spewing.

I had just finished some great worship time with my Heavenly Daddy and was crying tears of joy for HIS love, care, and for HIS drawing me close to HIM--

I had been in such a 'funk' since summer. I just couldn't seem to shake it.

So I started the post explaining how I have been the past few months, not sure--at that point--how I would express the indescribable joy that I was now experiencing (hence the reason it is called INDESCRIBABLE). While typing I was listening to the
Blessed is the One (see below post for info on song)--and it all just fit.

How could I
NOT-- sing and praise HIS name-- when I am sheltered deep within his grace, when my sins are overcome, when I am aware of his steadfast love, and HIS sovereign care?!

....focusing on ALL that and much more causes me to burst...to praise HIS name and shout that he is
MY SAVIOR, MY REDEEMER, ALL I WANT, MY EVERYTHING...

which sometimes comes out in the form of
SPEWING. It is so nice to 'be back'....to be bursting with joy and praise because God has displayed his art all over HIS sky this morning or because I smell fall in the air. To be bursting because of HIS great gift of my three girls and a husband who loves HIM as well, and understands why I want to cry when I see my Heavenly Daddy's art surrounding me. To be bursting just because of HIS grace. --maybe this is spewing again, I will have to ask the expert. :)

We are off to the great woods up north today. I can't tell you enough (without spewing) how great of a worship time this is for me...my body aches to be out in the elements.

This is the last time I will be out in the elements in my 20's---sniff sniff...yes, I turn 30 in only a matter of days. (you could say this is also my escape to avoid the dreadful change)

--see you all next week. (hope I made some sense of the last post--if my husband was correct and you all WERE confused)